back from Couture Fashion Week

and i'm tired as all shit.

i'll have more stories later. but for now - the girl is TIRED. DAMN TIRED AT THAT. OH WELL. next. TIME TO MOVE ON.

I HAVE SUCH STORIES... about roaches the size of newborn feet, mildew towels, models with HORRID breath, seeing people i know from COMPTON, the KING OF QUEENS, baby pomeranians, sahara - my past life sister, new friends from hawaii, meeting models from my FAVORITE SHOW, and other shit i can't seem to think about.

okay. me go now. ciao.

i need new brushes.

on this day...

i will be embarking on a major journey. i'm going to new york for NY Fashion Week to do make up. WOWEE WOW WOW.

i am so excited, nervous, and anxious all at the same time. this will prove to be monumental. i believe God & what he says is true at all times. it's time for me to start reaching higher beyond the clouds for what i want. i gotta reach beyond my reack. the sky is never the limit with God, for with him ALL THINGS I WANT & DESIRE ARE POSSIBLE...

amen.

amen.

so. i'm going. staying with people i don't know, 1 of them i only met 1 time before. but by the time we leave, we'll be like family - prayerfully... lol.

okay.
ciao.

LORD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME MEET SOME PEOPLE WHO WILL BE IMPRESSED WITH ME AS A PERSON & WITH MY WORK AND WANT TO GIVE ME JOBBBBBBBBBBBBBS... WITH MONEY. PAYING JOBS. it's time for a radical change. maybe even of environment. I AM NOT AFRAID ANY LONGER.

i'm ready!!!!

out.

m. shea'

why did i start this freaking blog?

i have a blog on myspace. write notes on facebook. have a twitter account. 3 journals... what the heck is my problem?

I HAVE A.D.D. and there are so many thoughts flickering around in my brain like little fireflies in a pixie forest! i have to find several ways to get these thoughts out... lol.

just think, if more people did that - we'd have less stalking & serial killing. TRUST ME. oh and cult following - henceforth & moreover... LESS MASS SUICIDE.

that's my take on it.

leave me the hell alone. mkay? GREAT.

toodles.